Has got to be one of the worst days of my life . And the best part is that it started being horrible at fucking 3:23 A M WTF ! Why is my life like this ?! From that minute on, until 7:04 i was in bed crying my ass off and doing it really quitely so no one would hear, which was really hard. and since i had to get up at 7:30 to work at theatre came, i slept for 21 minutes in total. i probably have a week’s worth of make up on today to hide how red and puffy my eyes are and this is all because of one fucking asshole i refuse to let go of :/ i absolutely HATE myself for it . - My day did get better starting a 9am when i met my little cutiey patooties of campers. Especially Danielle ( who beat me in checkers) and Eileen who is just so fucking adorable ! I have a little boyfriend too, his name is Jaylen & he loves the yankees & HE CAN SING :) i mean cmon, he’s 7 so all he has to do is grow and he’s mineeeeeeee ! i also learned the song, The Candy Man, from Willy Wonka and i sang it about 100000000000000 million times along with Ramona & Matt Allegretta & Christian & the other campers. i laughed sooooo much cause of them and all the little games we played with the little ones. Theatre Camp is officially the highlight of Summer 2009 :-D MAKE ME SMILE PLEASE !