Has got to be one of the worst days of my life . And the best part is that it started being horrible at fucking 3:23 A M WTF ! Why is my life like this ?! From that minute on, until 7:04 i was in bed crying my ass off and doing it really quitely so no one would hear, which was really hard. and since i had to get up at 7:30 to work at theatre came, i slept for 21 minutes in total. i probably have a week’s worth of make up on today to hide how red and puffy my eyes are and this is all because of one fucking asshole i refuse to let go of :/ i absolutely HATE myself for it . - My day did get better starting a 9am when i met my little cutiey patooties of campers. Especially Danielle ( who beat me in checkers) and Eileen who is just so fucking adorable ! I have a little boyfriend too, his name is Jaylen & he loves the yankees & HE CAN SING :) i mean cmon, he’s 7 so all he has to do is grow and he’s mineeeeeeee ! i also learned the song, The Candy Man, from Willy Wonka and i sang it about 100000000000000 million times along with Ramona & Matt Allegretta & Christian & the other campers. i laughed sooooo much cause of them and all the little games we played with the little ones. Theatre Camp is officially the highlight of Summer 2009 :-D MAKE ME SMILE PLEASE !
why are you such an asshole? you were NEVER like this before. do you think your cool cause you treat people this way? your not. pshh.
HAPPY ( ONE DAY LATE ) BIRTHDAY DEREK JETER !!!
He’s MY Husband , so dont even TRYYYY BITCHESSSSSSS & HOEEEEEES :D
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* i even have a derek jeter build-a-bear which i bought on his exact birthday June 26th and named it Derek Jeter ! BEAT THAT ! :)
Me & MY Lovee Ramona aka Ramonitaaaaaa <3 [ Josue came up w. that )
- i remember we were cutting gelber’s gay ass class this day and as we were walking down the hall you just hear him saying, pitasi larmond, come here, where are you going?!
LMFAOOO GOOD ASS TIMES :D
Or it wouldnt hurt as much as it does and i wouldnt still stick with it after 2 long, Painful & Amazing years . If he only knew … .
Better Yet , if only I knew what was going on in his mind but then again what girl really knows whats going on in a guys mind -___-
I guess it all means i just gotta wait it out..even longer . LUCKY ME
MY Grandfather , Dominic R.I.P 1930 - March 16, 2002 “/
* Words cannot explain how much i love him and miss him ; He’s everything to me <333333333
And todayyyyyy , my father had the bright idea for us to make 300 chocolate lollipops to brginf with us on a 9 HOUR FLIGHT for Teresa & Emmanual’s Wedding on July 25th in italy ! REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY DAD ?!?!?!?! ( i’ll let you know how that works outt ) -My parents are spending thousands of dollars a day for shit to bring there but of course i get everything i want tooooooooo : ) Last night , Me & my BESTfriend Dominic, had theee BESST conversation posssible ! He’s the reason i’m still texting at 3am and i loveeeeee it :D OKAY , i’m going out shopping againn ; Joyce Leslie , to be exact Byeeeee ! Texxt ME !